Fuck.

I don't know where to start.

Emotions are running like a waterfall, and I can't stop it. He means the world to me, but he just don't seem to care about anything I say to him. I feel like his girl is his all or nothing. I don't even fucking matter anymore. But hey, that's how guys are. & I hate it to death. Once he gets to talking to her, he cuts connections. Like, straight up. No phone calls, no IMs, not even just to check if I'm alive or not. I hate it. He only comes to me when he needs something, or when he doesn't have anyone. It's like, why even fucking bother. You don't give a fuck. I want him to grow up. & Understand the people he's hurting. He's way too fucking young to understand what the fuck he's doing. He's getting involved in mature situations and he's not mature enough to handle it. I mean, he's got a main girl , but then he has like 4 girls on the side. What pisses me off? He considers me one of his sides. Naah, I ain't. He doesn't even fucking care enough for me to be a side. I'm just the best friend that tries to keep him from fucking up, but he's to stupid to listen.

Ah, ranting won't help. I should go talk to him ,