It's Kind of Like.

I'm losing my innocence.

I've been confined under a blanket for a while, and I can't seem to find the courage to come out. Ah, whatever. Shit will blow over. School's finally over. Major emphasis on finally. Ugh, but I'm back in summer school next week. Agh, I haven't been feeling so perky lately. Like, I'm in no mood to do anything I'd normally be doing. D:< I'm like morbidly depressed. & I'm jealous. Of the whole he like her, but not me thing. It's like, WHY THE FUCK CAN'T HE FUCKING LIKE ME! Who's the girl that stood by his side? Through all the rejection & heartbreak? WTF. I'm just hella sick of shit, I'm gnna give up. I've given in, and given it my all. None of it worked. Screw it. I'm done venting about that. I'm just sick & tired of it tho. Oh well. There's a tub of ice cream waiting for me. ]':