Sunrise

I can't believe I freakin' missed it. So like, he called me @ about 1:00am last night. & I told him to keep me awake because I wanted to watch the sunrise at around 5:00am. Douchebag let me fall asleep at like 4:00! Omfg, and I was an hour so close! x'D Oh well. Hopefully I can stay up tonight and see it. I remember watching it with Gayle last year because we pulled an allnighter. Man, that shit was whaackass. Ah that's about it (: Oh, here's a video of Joesar Alva freestyling(= He got some maad skill!

Funkanometry on MTV?!

I don't like waiting. I really don't. So stop making me wait, it's annoying.
Anyways, anyone else remember ABDC last week? The MTV's best dancer shit they do? I was surprised when I saw Kyle Hanagami & Mariel Martin of FunkanometrySF dance! I wanted to find the video, and after a week of searching through their videos, I found it!

I tried self-teaching my self this routine. Epic-motherfucking-fail.
That's about it.
Actually, I got my grades today. I got A's B's D's & C's. Anyone see a pattern?

Anemia .

Tommorow I have to be out of the house! Stupid people are gonna be working on the faulty plumbing. Plus the water's gonna be turned off so I can't pee properly. Ah, this is gonna be lame. Well hopefully I'll clear up that bet I lost :P So, I'll wake up walk over to 711, get my Arizona... and Frank's . Then drop it off @ his house, then walk over to Eirene's, go get her, then walk over to Gayle's house & hang! Idk about Saturday. I hella wanna chill with Kuya Chris & Jomar. Foreals, we hella said we were gonna watch Get Smart, but no. Those freaks had to go to Reno D:< Oh well. Then maybe take a Funkanometry class with Ate Joanne. Beginner, because Emerson is cuuuute (:

Oh yeah, hella kickass day with Gayle , Kristina, & Eirene x'D
But I was sick :P I think I do have anemia, but this is gaay.

Tummy's being a bitch. OUTSKIEES.

^ This picture is missing Gayle, because she's the talented photgrapher! x'D

Tum Tum

My tummy is slowly punishing me for all the times it cried for nourishment & I ignored her. Yes, my tummy's a her. Why? Because I'm a her. Make a stupid joke & tummy will fatslap you. Tummy has feelings too! That's why she's punishing me!

Okay, so how exactly is she making my entire life miserable?

I've been nauseated lately. My mom thinks I'm pregnant. Then she said I was bulimic. Then she just said I was eating too much. Top that? My tummy's been telling my head to start hurting and my body to get tired and sleepy. I DON'T THINK THAT'S NORMAL! I pretty much gag after I eat. & She tortures me by making me dry heave. JhfjklFHd! I don't like this at all. I took Pepto-Bismol because I thought it was just as upset stomach, but I don't think I'd have a migrane and fatigue if it was an upset stomach. Dude, this suuccks. I don't wanna get stomach sick! ):< Well I think I'll go try to make Tummy not so mad at me anymore. RICE AND SPAM, HERE I COME!


^ That's a detailed picture of what a NORMAL stomach should look like D:

Dreaming! (=

So I've been watching hellaaa MTV lately. Which is weird 'cus I hardly watch TV... well only @ night because only the stupid shows are on during the day. HAHA, well like I was thinking about... PROM! Holy shit (: I wanna go with this one guuyyy. Omfg, I remember my old best friend and I promised to go to prom with each other! Like that's gonna happen know. He's got his new girl -___- BITCHASS! x'D Loll, well yeah. It looks fuunn :P I wanna go to prom! HAHA, I fckinngg wish! Lolzz. Well I'm done. It's very hot. I'm baking & burnt. OFFIT!

Shizznatzzz

Chillin' with the cousins yesterday was bombaasss! (:

ALRIGHT!

I'm cleaning up my act!

Staying strong, and not worrying! (=

Fuck.

I don't know where to start.

Emotions are running like a waterfall, and I can't stop it. He means the world to me, but he just don't seem to care about anything I say to him. I feel like his girl is his all or nothing. I don't even fucking matter anymore. But hey, that's how guys are. & I hate it to death. Once he gets to talking to her, he cuts connections. Like, straight up. No phone calls, no IMs, not even just to check if I'm alive or not. I hate it. He only comes to me when he needs something, or when he doesn't have anyone. It's like, why even fucking bother. You don't give a fuck. I want him to grow up. & Understand the people he's hurting. He's way too fucking young to understand what the fuck he's doing. He's getting involved in mature situations and he's not mature enough to handle it. I mean, he's got a main girl , but then he has like 4 girls on the side. What pisses me off? He considers me one of his sides. Naah, I ain't. He doesn't even fucking care enough for me to be a side. I'm just the best friend that tries to keep him from fucking up, but he's to stupid to listen.

Ah, ranting won't help. I should go talk to him ,

It's Kind of Like.

I'm losing my innocence.

I've been confined under a blanket for a while, and I can't seem to find the courage to come out. Ah, whatever. Shit will blow over. School's finally over. Major emphasis on finally. Ugh, but I'm back in summer school next week. Agh, I haven't been feeling so perky lately. Like, I'm in no mood to do anything I'd normally be doing. D:< I'm like morbidly depressed. & I'm jealous. Of the whole he like her, but not me thing. It's like, WHY THE FUCK CAN'T HE FUCKING LIKE ME! Who's the girl that stood by his side? Through all the rejection & heartbreak? WTF. I'm just hella sick of shit, I'm gnna give up. I've given in, and given it my all. None of it worked. Screw it. I'm done venting about that. I'm just sick & tired of it tho. Oh well. There's a tub of ice cream waiting for me. ]':

Finals: First Period

Day one of finals. I'm posting via Sidekick, as always when I'm at school. It took me about 45 min. to finish a 100 question multiple choice test. Ah, this is lame. )= I'm stuck doing nothing and quiet for another hour, or until everyone else is done. And that's usually until the end of the period... in another hour! Lame, lame, lame! I want to get my friend's cards, but he's like two seats over so I can't get his backpack. Duuude, this is so boring, I hate finals! Oh well. I should go look up some info for my essay next period. Blogging won't help me solve my problems. Hahahaha~

Via Sidekick pt. II

Shit, hella fucking boring in 5th period. Well no one's not really doing anything. We're hella just chillin' and shit. Haha, fucking Deren's hella narrating and shit , it's hella funny! Ms. G's getting hella mad. LOOLL! The commercials are hella gay. Oh yeah, we're watching T.V. Because Ms. G is in no mood to teach. Man, but this shit's hella fucking funny though! Ugh, it still hasn't hit me that school's ending. Samantha, Becca & I were talking about it on our way to 1st period. Nothing feels really, emotional about it. Well, I guess the Seniors would be, but not me, or any of the underclassman I know. Ughh, it's just like last year: an emotionless end. Err, that's what we called it last year. Well, I'm hoping I can make the best out of everything! (= 5th's about to end. I should stop.

Via Sidekick

I'm at school, listening to some debates about topics that have been debated over for years. We're supposed to write down at least 2 question for the debate. I don't understand anything. At all. My, Kevin Yao, and I are sitting in the back all confused and shit. Haha, this shit is actually funny. Uhm, but like yeah. Hopefully I'll get a good grade for this -__- I hella need it D: Cut it here. Late.

Sockhop SF

So like, anyone wanna go?
I heard it was gonna be hella sick. Like hella dancers from all over Cali are coming (:
Tickets are like $25 presale, though. I doubt I can afford it ]: AHHH, I heard freakin' Jabbawockeez were going. I think Kaba Modern's deff gonna be there, 'cus they work with Funkanometry. AH, dance hype. Well if some miracle came and I was able to go, damn. That'd be like... shit.

Pee.

I need to go pee, but my bathroom's being surgically altered again ):
Rawr, don't they know people in the house have small bladders and
ironically drink a lot of liquids?! Oh well. I'll go to that other apart-
ment to pee. Lol, anyone remember last year? & The other apart-
ment? Buwahaha, that was funny. We should've kept that place.
On another note, I have no clue what to do for Gay Marriage.
Goodness, I had to choose opposing Gay Marriage. This is very
GAY! Ironically, much. Ohwell, I'm watching America's Best Dance
Crew. I'm inspired. I must be able to join! (; Okay, well I should
continue what I was doing before this... nothing.

I'm Stressed.

Between researching for my debate, and doing alla' Castro's shit.
Ugh, I guess this is what I get for slacking off.
Man, this is laaaammmmeeee, beyond fucking anything!

Looll, but chilling with my sister today was cool.
Except it put me behind on all my work.
Oh my gosh. Lame.

I guess I'll turn Castro's shit in late.
He doesn't give a fuuuccckkk. (:
& I'll bring in paper and shit. Muwahah.
Guaranteed C+ or something.

I should've gotten a partner or something ]:
Ah, sucks I don't really talk to anyone in Castro's class.
'Cept Troy & Mitchell.
But they have each other ]':

I need to take a break.
I'm confirming tomorrow!
I like my dress. Haha okay.

I'll go to sleep. I need it.

KTHXBYE!<3

My House Smells Like Food

My house smells like food.
Steaming scent of Filipino food.

Fish, rice rice, sausage, rice rice, egg, rice rice, spam, rice rice, garlic, rice rice.
Smells like a Fob House.

Well, it smells like Philippines.
Thanks to my dad. Who continues to eat this mornings left overs. [Which happens to be be rice, fish, egg, sausages, and spam]

SK's blinking. Too lazy to check.
Probably Vinny, or that message Troy's waiting for.
Either way, I'm too lazy to check.

Kuya's coming back tommorow! Can't wait to see him all jet-lagged and culture shocked!

I should finish all my projects. Blogging isn't helping much. |;