I need u bad.

Listening to this song made me think about how bad I need certain people in my life.

I thought about how they put up with my dirty mouth, my emotional time bombs, my bitchass complaints, and everything. I don't think they fully realize how much I need them in my life. Each one of them has their own way of making my life more... bright. It actually hurts me to see animosity between people who mean so much to me. I hate being the middleman between tension so slice-able. Just being able to sense the anomosity and hostility between them, makes me sad. I feel like I'm being pulled in two different directions by an invisible string. No one is telling me anything directly, but I can sense that it's either one or the other.

I'm scared, to be honest. I scared someone's going to get hurt. I'm scared I'll lose one of them, and I can't bear to go through that again.

I honestly want to spend equal time with both of them, but I feel like that's not gonna work.

Well, on to a different subject. I've noticed I'm starting to base my blogs on songs. The title is always a song title, and it somehow ties in with something in my blog. I actually like writing through song titles. Just a few words can pretty much sum up what I'm feeling. The song doesn't exactly fit my emotions, but the song title usually does. I'm currently listening to Superstar. It's a nice song.

On a different subject, I'm successful in have a good meal today! Minus the fact I forgot to take my Vitamin-C pill, but that stuff taste nasty anyway. Haha, I ate 3 Special K bars for breakfast; broccoli, cheese, crackers, and water for lunch; and for dinner I had Palabok (:

Well, I'm actually getting really sleepy, so I'll wrap this shit up.

KTHXBYE.